A new Why,

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Lost my focus, no tracking and zero motivation. I know what I supposed to do and not doing it. 

The scale is going up and I’m freaking out!!!!

Instead of fixing the problem, I hurt the people I love at moments they were very vulnerable. I regret and apologize, asked for help and change my attitude. 

I was looking on my notes what’s my WHY, because I don’t remember. And I couldn’t find it…

When I found them, all are focusing on pleasing people and changing myself to people like me, those are the wrong reasons, and I can see now why everything is upside down 

 

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